white_rose_ina

Unsure
Honestly..i dun know my stand actually..
Being lost or stranded or just feeling the air..
what exactly am i feeling?
M-I-X-E-D!
i feel as though i wanna be loved..
i want to feel the warmth and happiness whenever i hug that special someone..
i want my heart to smile and melt whenever the 3 words are said from the heart that i love..

Being in love with someone that really means alot to me means EVERYTHING.. 
personally for me,having a boyfie means,my life is finally complete..
At least if i cant sleep at night or i feel that i need support and love,i can turn to that some1 special..
despite having brothers around me whom i can turn to..i dun really wanna disturb them that much actually..
its not really nice to disturb them..they are my brothers..not my boyfie right?

Esp after ytr night..i was practically in my room..Crying my hearts out..at that point of time,i just needed a support and the love..feeling so down after soooOooo long not crying..i just felt so broken deep inside..crying for half-an-hour to myself..?i just needed that support from some1 i guess..?haizzZ..

For now,i dun noe..i really just have to depend on myself to be strong..